Current mood:	excited
Entry tags:	anime, complaining, family, rl, yaoi

[NO WHINY UKES.]
was browsing through my stuff on HD and found two ranma 1/2 movies. clicked on them and... then i spent two days uselessly re-reading the whole manga, 38 volumes. now i'm trying my best to not look for DVD with ovas (freshly made nails help a lot, lol.). i love ranma, it's one of my first three anime obsessions (other two being tenchi muyo! and neon genesis evangelion). i remember fangirling over ranma and akane and their clumsiness and awkwardness. gosh, i miss such pure feelings. ranma is made of win, i love ALL characters but shampoo and can read/watch it over and over again. and i DON'T slash there anyone what's more i don't WANT TO see gays there. yeah i have series like that (like fairy tail). booo, i want to see akane and ranma kiss for real :<

some rl news: my mother who started to drink again and lost her job AGAIN, after a week of being a bitch and making us, again, give up on her, came to grandma asking for help. they went to psychiatrist today and she's going to some kind of institution dealing with alcoholics and people with mental problems. she'll be gone for 6 weeks so i'm going to see her off tomorrow, as the last time i went there i found her dead drunk and bitched usual stuff. where do we get patience, i wander, must be in blood. so my jazz festival in zamość will begin day earlier. I WISH I HAD LAPTOP, OMG, WHAT WILL I DO THERE WITHOUT MOM FOR FOUR DAYS. if i had one i'd watch anime, tRanslate... guess i'll read, eat and watch tv, lol.

also, very important statement: NO MORE WHINY UKES WHO LOOK LIKE GIRLS IN DISGUISE. UKES SHALL BE MANLY, STRONG-WILLED, SEXY AND ABLE TO SWITCH TO SEME-POSITION IN BED/LIFE ANYTIME. NO MORE CRYING HAMSTERS LIKE OKANE GA NAI. seriously, i'm tired of OBVIOUS pairings. i'm tired of canon. i'm tired of ukes who at first glance are ukes, dunno, genetically made maybe. i want something refreshing, i want the thrill of wonder who'll make the first move, who'll top, who'll win. i want them BOTH to be strong, manly. similar, reversible. like, there's this yonezou's manga elektel delusion which doesn't really give us an answer straight away who's uke and who's seme. i voted for blonde to be uke, i've seen now, i know now i say nothing because of spoilers. but it's AWESOME (where is otodama, btw, yonezou, HA?!). same with yonezou's michiru heya, i REALLY hope smaller guy is/will be the uke. i don't want it the typical way. or new jaryuu dokuro ♥♥♥ butterfly baby, i dunno, i hope for blonde to be SEME *crosses fingers* know nishida higashi? she's awesome too. OR, there's that ongoing (?) kyuugou's (<3333333)acid town which has.. *gasms* in the background two yakuza (?) men which, well, are clearly uke-seme but they're both STRONG, MANLY, SEXY, to break them, top them, make them... you know what, oh. OH. i can probably go on and on but i want smth like that. like, STUPID crimson spell, if only yamane had guts to go against her stupid editors/against fangirls/vere just braver to make main pair switch roles, i'd say yamane is great. so far ayamane is typical. i push away the thought about viewfinder from me. it's... a total failure. kiss in the sunset? what next? titanic? asami on his knees with a rose in his mouth? i wouldn't be surprised now, i wouldn't...

wow, what a yaoi brag.

i want to play ro yet recently i don't, wow?

pssss, i feel like smoking.