* so, liek, i'm WTFing at myself (WTFing... english is such a wonderful language <3<3). i think i'll WTF the whole summer.

* when talking to someone i'v known for sooo looog i'm awkward. how stupid can i get?

* ps. i'm gonna go and whore myself in order to have money for japanese yaoi magazines forgetting the fact that i have no idea where to be a whore. i now what they do but... should i sign up somewhere? how? *dork* i'm in pains because i WANT mangas' serialisations NOW but they're only available in mags and mags are so hard to get. so i'm gonna do it! buahahahaha, fear me, you lustful men *idiot*

* can't stop playing RO. CAN'T. is there anyone, besides me, who shipped random players? i found gays. i swear they are. THEY MUST BE.

unable to do anything but play RO. this game is... bad. VERY BAD.

*goes to level on wolves*

siguś, dziękuję za kartkę ♥♥♥

....


i think i'll count the days to graduation. *ENDURE*

i played a game, whoa! but... not rpg. i had some rpg demo but it was so hard i dropped it. i'm not fit to play games, i get annoyed and i'm impatient. i passed the whole </b>american mcgee's alice</b> on... god mode. i hate adventure games where i don't have to think, just check how good my fingers are. and sotry, only when it comes to mario i can spend hours trying to jump from one place to another. i need some good rpg. i need final fantasy, preferably VII. grargh. i need to find playstation somewhere since it seems impossible for me to save more than 2pln. oh well, whatever. till then i'll just kill myself with online games. and they're... STUPID yet hella addicting. i spend HOURS on defense games or esape games or escape+adventure. gosh, i need to get my life back again. sooner than after graduation.

I WANT TO PLAY GOOD RPG GAMES. ASIAN RPG GAMES ;____________________;

btw. good shounen: fairy tail <3 i dunno w3hat it is but i... usually... see only hetero pairings in shounen. me, such a fujoshi! oh well, loki x lucy, grey x lucy, natsu x lucy... i NEED IT TO SURVIVE. soul eater got boring already... and it's only like, 58th chapter :( sad, sad. fairy tail is my hope! as naruto, bleach and reborn! are sooooooooooooooooo boring right now i stick to seinen and josei and, god save me, shoujo even. OTAKU! XD and i still look for some good hentai anime/manga. they must exist somewhere. they do, right?!?!

about anime... KARAS!!!. i don't remember whether i wrote about it or not but... i'm rewatching it and i can't find words to express how magnificent this 6 episodes OVA is. it's beyond awesome. animation, idea, music, even the awful 3D objects blend in nicely (although not perfectly). god, i love it. I LOVE IT. highly recommended to anyone who loves japanese youkai, beauty and splendid animation. and mystery~

i guess i'll write about my life if i get it back. hopefully.