ok, so i'm at uni again, shamelessly using it for my m&a check. just check. i want yaooooooooi!

being bored out of my mind without computer, i had harry potter marathon. anyone watched HP5? i was "O____O" like, wtf?

thoughts (SPOILERS):
- 5th part (movie) is sucking)
- actors playing fred and george are getting old in ugly way
- actor playing lupin doesn't look like uke and it's scary when i think he was uke for leonardo dicaprio in "total eclipse". wow.
- i want more HP movies
- the thing about harry and cho was... out of nowhere?
- TOO MANY THINGS CHANGED!!!!!!!
- wow @ how they frenched. wasn't that supposed to be a movie for kids?
- ron is after voice change!!! i could listen to him non stop *__*
- i want to have children with snape
- i don't like how they created arthur, ron's father
- there wasn't anything about hospital, FAILURE
- cho betrayed them?!?!?!?!?!
- i want to see ron without t-shirt (his body seems yummy)
- luna is gorgeous!!!!!! i'm loving her
- they fucked up the prophecy big time, like the whole movie

oh and i watched eragon. ewww, i watched it only for murtagh but there was almost no murtagh and if he was there he was smiling too much. where's my image of cold bishounen? i wonder if they'll make more movies? HMMM.

the weather is awesome. sun, 16C, no wind. i did huge shopping in second hands and i have so many shirts now! i chose two because of the text: "FUCKING BIG TITS" and the other "there's no man who can afford me" XDDD

i want my computer back.

ps. it's just a small thought but maybe i should set up a bank account and people would give me dollars for my new computer..? XD sometimes such stupid/brave ideas work. sometimes.

what to write about, what to... don't really have anything on my mind. well, i had but it's gone now. i guess i'll just keep notepad open and write randomly. i'm in random mood writing random stuff.

it's cold. and i can't afford to buy jesionka (kill me if i can translate it into english). but maybe i'll prove to dad that i HAVE to have it, otherwise i'll sweat under winter coat or freeze under light, autumn one. two examples of what i want:

here, lately i've been obsessed with red color. i want red, high boot, red wallet, red bag, red extras (necklace, earrings, etc), red lipstick, red nail polish... so far i have red scarf, red hat and red korale >_>
here, this would make me look three times slimmer.

politics... well, nothing, really. just that i like po more and more. their program focuses mainly on economy, fine, i don't get a thing. they want to leave social, cultural, etc matters alone. k, as alone as they can. and focus on business. i hope they won't crash anything and leaving society alone is very to my liking. in addition to that, damn ex-prime minister already yelled at his bro, president, and will manipulate him. president announced that he would veto many acts. why? so they really don't give a damn about poland. disabling acts means more troubles for government, slower changes and general shit. ducks, ducks, get a grip and leave your complexes at home...

tokyo majin..... ended..... in a way.... that fandom wants ova now. god, please, make them... y'know. kthbye.

look here, it's sad ;_________;

i think everyone heard it already... dumbledore is gay. lolz. rownling can't stand her fame dropping, right? hehehe. it wasn't needed but it's nice. it'd be even nicer if remus or syrius were gay XD

other bad news: i might have to cut off internet. no money to pay bills, soon they'll sue me.

as i have time (do i, really?) i think i can say it: i've finished harry potter. with lots of rereading, struggling and anxiety. and yes, crying. although it's not the same as when i finished "ice people tale" or "assassin trilogy" when, after had closed the LAST PAGE, i was walking around my room empty, stupefied and thoughtless. maybe it's because i read mentioned series in one go, book after book, devoting hours and days to finish it. for harry potter i had to wait, wait, WAIT. so the impact isn't that strong. what'll come now are the questions. what will they do? what will happen to them? how are they living and so on. oh, before actually reading last book, i had heard the ending sentence in tv. "as they walked on the streets they saw two corpses of ******* and ******* with faces that showed nothing bug enormous fear". well, the version of book i have ends differently. but it has the "REAL" to it so i take it that it's real. anyone read something else? anyway. lj-cut for it'll be filled with MASSIVE, HUGE spoilers like whoa. and i mean it. while reading i was taking notes about things that surprised, scared, disappointed me. last to say i have few lines of notebook filled with "ohmygodno, ohmygodno, ohmygodno". whoever hasn't read it yet, imagine. it's probably the best book of that rowling b*tch. dark, sad, filled with anxiety. very not funny.

( massive spoilers about last harry potter book, reflections and afterthoughts (the freaking longest note i've ever wrote )

SPOILER QUESTION BELOW:






how did they get sword of gryffindor back? i missed it. and i don't feel like going thru it again. just wondering, neville had it...